first post

This blog may be triggering. I don’t promote self-harming, anorexia and bulimia. But this is about my life. I’ve never had anorexia but I think much about it. I hate it when a skinny girl says that she’s fat. I’m fat. I want to lose weight, but I can’t. When I started and didn’t see results, I stopped. 3 times. I have lost 17lbs. and gained 11 lbs. back. Now, I finally want to lose about 50 lbs., then i would weight 165 lbs. yes, I weight 205 lbs. I now that’s too much. I want to be prettier, have longer hair and have a boyfriend. I’ve never had a boyfriend. I think, it was about my weight..

I will mainly post pictures. Yes, that’s all for now.