angel...

she was my angel... she has never known anthing about me, my real me. now, she knows everything. I regret it, that I told her, that shes more than a friend for me...
She said that we should forget it. She can forget but me? I will never forget that...
I was disappointed 5 times... Boys: 4 times, and now from her too..

I didn’t want to confuse her.... now.. i really want to cut, but i know that she wouldn’t forgive me if i do that... damned...